"1st Day Back To Work and The Day After"

Wat up. Im back to work and I'm just so fuckn full of joy. Can you tell how happy I am just by reading that 1st line?

I'm actually kinda glad to be back to work. I got tired of sitting around the house. Trying to plan my every move. It started to get...how should I say...ummmm extra boring. LOL. I got up, took a shower. I headed to either shawn or my boy stevens.

I had a good birthday after all. I had a Party at my house with the fam. Got drunk as hell on a sunday, Then had a party at shawns house on a monday, once again drunk as hell. Thanks you Shawn and Omar for making my own Liquor Line. Ladies and Gentlemen....I give you Promiscous Liquors lol. I'll post the bottle later. Special thanks to my Bighead. Now my fitted game is really up there LOL but, I liked both parties equally. I liked the party at my house because, I got this chick number that work with my cousin. Supposedly I was in the basement with her and I winded up with my tougne all in her tities. I dont know how much truth is to that but, I know I woke up in the basement lol. I do rememeber saying good bye to one of my females friends and she refreshed my memory saying she pulled my dick out when I came to the car. Alcohol is the devil I tell you.

It feels so good to be loved on so many levels...........

I started this post yesterday right before I left work, but I was too tired and my 1st day back drained me. All I wanted to do was go the hell home and get in my bed and have a cocktail. Nothing like a lil pick me up from a hard days work.

Lately, I have been noticing a change in my eating habits. I have actually been eating less. Like I still get the urge to eat food, but I cant seem to finish a simple dam sandwich. Like Friday me and the crew went to applebees last friday and got food to go, after sitting at the bar and downing 3 shots (A Kamakazee, Lemon Drop Shot and SoCo). I ate my food which only consisted of a Chicken Quesadilla. Which did not feel me up at all. It was like 6 or 7 lil ass triangles. They jipped my ass on the tortilla. LOL. I ate my food and Omars. I still was hungry. We then went to a so called house party, which basically was a dam SMOKE OUT. I stil was hungry might I add. We stopped at Mc D's before returning to shawns. But the next day I didnt eat till like 11pm when it was time to got to fuzzys house party. I couldn't believe I went all day without eating and it didnt bother me one bit. I'm a big a growing boy. This just isn't possible LOL. I guess I'll take this as a blessing. I truly have see a change in my body size. My stomach is starting to pull together. My chest is starting to tightn back up. Thanks to Omar for getting me those PERFECT PUSH-UPS. Thanks O.

I have a date on thursday and I told ol gurl I would cook for her. I need some suggestions on what I should make. Something simple and not a lot of effort to prepare. Darius this were I need you to come to the rescue pimpn. Also, how long should you wait when trying to kick it with someone to put all the cards on the table? (This is for a frined, Not me LOL)

I made a new friend and I wanna see how loyal and honest of a person he is going to be.


Thanks All for the well wishes. This Bday was definetly better then last.

PS...Nobody Not Really and Acoustic Soul...i'll try to blog more then once a week. LMAO

Until next time........................

Go cope NE-YO's new album "The Year of The Gentleman". Its FIREEEEEEE!!!!!!

"Happy Birthday Me or Not"

Hello Bloggworld.

I hope all is well. It's friday and Im kinda excited but kinda not. Let me explain. First off I will be 22 on the 22nd, which is this coming monday. I dont know how to feel. I should be happy that Im getting another year older and a lil wiser ,but I don't know. All my friends keep telling me im old. Get this, one of my boys even said i look like Im pushing 30. His ass is only 23. I was annoyed and a lil hurt that he would say that, Knowing I take things to heart. I quickly dismissed him. My mom said I'm having an early midlife crisis. I was like what the hell. My lil brother even called me old and I'm like bitch im only 4yrs older then you. LOL. I guess I was so use to being the baby of the "crew", now I'm really starting to become of age and it fuckn with my mental. Just a lil bit. Before you know it ill be 25 (A quarter of a century ughhh) LMAO.

This is the first time in my life I do not know what I want to do for my birthday. I know I wanna get drunk, but WHERE lol. I been going to bars & clubs since I was 16yrs old. Had my first beer at age 10, thanks to my uncle. I am bugging cuz everybody keep askn me what am I going to do for my birthday and I give the same answer every dam time. Which is I DONT KNOW YET or I'LL GET BACK TO YOU. lol. Well now has come to deceide and my black ass dont even have a clue. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Why am I making things so difficult. My problem is Im trying to accomodate everybodys schedule, Whats a party when you cant share it with the people you love and care about. I'm trying to balance my friends and family. Gay and Straight. Its the fuckn worse. If only I could bring them altogether in one mixing bowl but HA HA HA that is definetly outta the question. Who knows...what the nite will bring. Shawn and I are suppose to be going to a bday party in NYC tonite at the Trump Plaza. If you in the NYC area hit me up for info on the gmail.

I hope I have a good birthday......(sigh)...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME I GUESS....

TGIF people....Until next time.......................

"Fantasize"

Thinking, Thinking, Thinking...what should I blog about today. Hmmmm


I'm textn you rite now. I'm smiling like crazy.
We both at work. Hoping this day goes by fast.
I'm sipping my morning coffee. I'm feeling kinda lazy.
When I woke up, I saw a text from you that read "Good Morning".
I replied the same. I got dress and off to work I went.
I need to get sum work done. But you keep coming with the conversation.
I rather be at home playing playstation, on the phone with you.
A lil me and you time, just shootn the breeze.
You keep me on my toes. I'll guess i'll see how the story unfolds.
Your the hershey and im the kiss.
Dam I wish I could drink from your cup of Swiss-Mis.
The emotions running wild inside, my body.
I'm haboring inside. I wanna let go. I need to release.
Before I overflow, Hot lava and streams.
You always were my kind of freak.
I'm like a cat in heat. Im clawing at the bed.
Dam I wish it was you instead.
Wheww look at the time. This rhyme has got to come to an end.
If I write anymore. I think i'll wet the floor.
It's time to stop dreaming
Hide this hard dick between my thieghs
It's all my fault, All this derrived from a simple text
What a suprise now i want sex.
I guess I'll just fantasize.


Until next time.......................


Enjoy your weekend. TGIF..........

"Random Rant"

Whats good people. I'm just gone randomly say shit for the next 10 mins.
So yeah my nephew got real sick the other day, his chest was conjested, he had a fever of 103, He was wheezing bad and was thrown up out his mouth and nose. My lil man all fucked up. So I took him to the emergency room..ughhh. I thought when you rush someone to the fuckn emergency room especially a baby that they would take the patient in immediately. Ummm no guess again. When I tell you I was pissed. I was furious...we got there at like 9pm the doctor didnt see him until about 11pm. Then they ran all kinds of test and stuff. I felt so bad for lil man cuz they had to take a urine sample and they stuck one of those tubes in his ....and I felt for him lol but moving on. He stopped wheezing so hard, and they stablized him. We didnt get back home till like 6:30 that morning. I called out of work thinkn I was gone get some rest but nope that didnt happen.

I laid down for 30mins an got rite back up to take my sis to the Welfar Office. Ughhhh...How I hate going to that place. I thought about putting my sis an my nephew on my insurance but that is just too much responiblity for me to endure. Im already pissed at the system an how slowed they are taking to give my sis (19yrs old) assistance. Moving on.. It was full of ghetto ass people with 50 million babys....I wanted to slap the shit out this lil girl yelln in the back of me. I was lookn at her mother like tell this bitch to shut up...shit lol. I was listeing to the ghetto ass names that were being called and this one name stood out...the chick name was TARZANA...that bitch looked like a fuckn TARZAN lmao...I was so happy to get out of there. Why do people stay on WELFARE there entire dam life. Its designed to assist not to be a fuckn crutch. Its sad because I work hard for the things that I have and a chick with 3 kids on walfare can get a house thru section 8, work at walmart, and have a brand new HONDA. I'm sayig what the fuck am I doing WRONG. I must have the game fucked up lol

Anyway I ran some errands for my grandmother. Did I mention that a nigga was still lacking sleep. I was bugging out y'all werd up. I dont know what the hell my body was running off of. I filled my nephew presription ....wheww due to my sisters Medicaid not kick in yet, who had to lend a helping hand once again ...of course UNLCE FUCKN X....Which cost me more then I intended to spend. He needed over $200 in meds and I cant let my lil man suffer so I just sucked it up and bought it. I swear he's my son an not my sisters lol. I do so much for that boy, but okay back to work I go. I told you this post was random.

Tonight we going to Applebees an after we going to O's for drinks. Today is payday an Im loving it.

TGIF people!!!!!! Its the weekend enjoy the rest of this beautiful weather.

Until Next Time.........................