Its been a while....

Dam I havent blogged in forever... I could so get in trouble for this right now. Yes I am at work ...shyt its GOOD FRIDAY.. when I pulled into the parking lot that shyt was empty as hell. I said to myself..ummm did I miss the dont come to work memo. lol

Tonight is fuzzys birthday party at Secrets in NYC. I have a date tonight too. Yayyy me. Supposed to be going to see Why Did I Get Married Too!!!! I really enjoyed the 1st 1 so I know this one will be off the chain.

I soon will be moving to Wisconsin. In January my department was asked to relocate. We really didnt have a choice , it was either be fired or move. Ummmm since the economy is kinda fickle these days, I opted to stay and move. You know I had to get a pay increase before signing that dam contract though. I was not beat and they better not decrease it when I get out there. This will be my first offical place, my first time away from home and Ill be states away from my family. YESSSSS I love it lol. Dont Judge Me lol. I will miss the bright lights of NYC and the late nights at Twin house bugging out drinkn, Going to Target with my cousins, Fuzzys card partys *side eye* lol (love ya). I look at it all as a new beginning.

My oldest nephew is almost 3yrs old in august. My 2nd nephew will be 1yrs old in may...wow time flys.

(pause) moms is ringing my phone.

My mother always seems to call me on pay day to borrow money. She called me 2 weeks ago and I told her flat out NO I dont have it. I felt bad but then again I felt good too. I hate feeling used and I wouldnt do that to anyone so I wouldnt expect someone to do that to me.

I recently after years of being close, I officially stopped enabling my best friend. I am showing him tough love. I just dont understand how one can be so dam comfortable at 27 yrs old, smoke weed all day, live in your moms house, dont work and think its okay. I wasnt taught to be comfortable. I was always taught to always want more for myself. The straw has broke the camels back. Two weeks ago a group of friends invited me to the city since it was a beautiful day and I accepted. Being the nice friend I am I allowed my bestie to tag along. Its crazy because I knew he didnt have any money and he was already expecting me to pay for him, we were seated at the restaurant and he started looking over at me and was like all I want is a drink and ima just eat off of what you order. NO THE HELL YOU WILL NOT. (in my head). I was so embarrassed. Its sad because everybody at the table was younger then him and we all have good paying jobs. I just shook my head. I have came to the realization that this nigga thinks of me as his boyfriend. NO MAMMM. I will not pay for you everytime we go out with friends, I will not take you to go pay your cell phone, I will not come over on a monday and watch a movie with you. I think he was so set in his ways due to me doing things for so long and being blind to the fact. I had to sit back and think to myself ....WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING. I refuse to be around someone that is not trying to better thereselves. This nigga said when I move to wisconsin he moving with me and the sad part is I think he would try because sooner or later his living situation will be null and void.

Okay im done typing.. dam that felt good to write again. Maybe Ill keep it up for a moment... I have a lot of catching up to do with my readers....Happy New Years, Merry Xmas, Happy Valentines Day, Kwanzaa, etc

Happy Birthday Shawn, Mark O, Mark B, Rico, Wil, Fuzzy and my lil bro Marc.

I have to take his lil bad ass to the mall after work... this bitch is spoiled... what 13yr old you know has a hotel get togther since he was 11yrs old now the bitch gone be 14 tomorrow. My parents better cut that shyt out before its too late.


Holla at cha boy. Until Next Time.................