"The Tougne....Think about it"

THE TONGUE CAN BE YOUR WORST ENEMY!

Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have power to create conditions in your life.
What you speak about, you can bring about.

If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job.
If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick.
If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating.
If you keep saying you're broke, guess what? You'll always be broke.
If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life
To hurt and betray you.
If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed.
If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, your very thought will attract more experiences to confirm your beliefs.
If you keep talking about a divorce or break up in a relationship, then you might end up with it.

Turn your thoughts and conversations around to be more positive and power packed with faith, hope, love and action.
Don't be afraid to believe that you can have what you want and deserve.

Watch your Thoughts, they become words.
Watch your Words, they become actions.
Watch your Actions, they become habits.
Watch your Habits, they become character.
Watch your Character, for it becomes your Destiny.


The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settle for.
Thought I would share this with you.


In the search for Me, I discovered Truth.
In the search for Truth, I discovered Love.
In the search for Love, I discovered GOD.
And in God, I have found Everything.

Be Blessed

Watch how your circumstances and situations begin to change when you change the way you speak.

(I received this today at work from my mom.)

"Wednesday Inspiration"

I swear the emails i get at work can't come at a better time. I wanted to share this with you all. At first I thought It was a scam but people come into peoples lives for a reason and this was definetly a blessing.

Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this.
'Friends are God's way of taking care of us.'
This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician:

I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the 'quickie mart ' building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay

When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel.

At that moment, everything came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back (1 in a car seat), and the gas pump reading $4.95.

I asked her if she was okay and if she needed help, and she just kept saying 'I don't want my kids to see me crying,' so we stood on the other side of the pump from her car. She said she was driving to California and that things were very hard for her right now. So I asked, 'And you were praying?' That made her back away from me a little, but I assured her I was not a crazy person and said, 'He heard you, and He sent me.'

I took out my card and swiped it through the card reader on the pump so she could fill up her car completely, and while it was fueling, walked to the next door McDonald's and bought 2 big bags of food, some gift certificates for more, and a big cup of coffee. She gave the food to the kids in the car, who attacked it like wolves, and we stood by the pump eating fries and talking a little.

She told me her name, and that she lived in Kansas City Her boyfriend left 2 months ago and she had not been able to make ends meet. She knew she wouldn't have money to pay rent Jan 1, and in desperation had finally called her parents, with whom she had not spoken in about 5 years. They lived in California and said she could come live with them and try to get on her feet there.

So she packed up everything she owned in the car. She told the kids they were going to California for Christmas, but not that they were going to live there.

I gave her my gloves, a little hug and said a quick prayer with her for safety on the road. As I was walking over to my car, she said, 'So, are you like an angel or something?'

This definitely made me cry. I said, 'Sweetie, at this time of year angels are really busy, so sometimes God uses regular people.'

It was so incredible to be a part of someone else's miracle. And of course, you guessed it, when I got in my car it started right away and got me home with no problem. I'll put it in the shop tomorrow to check, but I suspect the mechanic won't find anything wrong.

Sometimes the angels fly close enough to you that you can hear the flutter of their wings...

Psalms 55:22 'Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee. He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.'

My instructions were to pick four people that I wanted God to bless, and I picked you ALL (My Fellow Bloggers).


Here is the prayer:

'Father, I ask You to bless my children, grandchildren, friends, relatives and email buddies reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace, In Jesus' precious name. Amen.'

When Satan is knocking at your door, simply say, 'Jesus, could You please get that for me?

"Patriots Forever"

We still won more then the Giants. Y'all won by luck. Just know next year we gone be up their taking our rightful place. Im not gone even be a sore loser either.

YESSSSSSSSSSIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Who do we want? Patriots. What do we want Patriots lol

"Its Wednesday...........This Shit Is Random"

I just dont know sometimes lol. Am I the only one that doesnt know if there coming or going? lol Its like everyday I wake up get in my car. Come to a place that I call work. Get there only to socialize with people I really have no interest in conversating with. To listen to people bitch an moan over stupid shit. Leave from work then go threw wateva else I had on my agenda for the day. Then back to the place I call home. I swear I live in my car. I drive more then I sleep. I dont think getting up an leaving out the house at 7am to return back home by 10:30- 11pm is healthy.

I'm trying this new diet. Okay not diet. You can say that I exercise more then I eat. Yea I know real stupid. Hey... I dont wanna end up like my father. This guy is gone tell me you can't run from it. Its in your genes to be big. I looked at him an said yea okay, not I sir. I mean theres nothing wrong with being fat. Its just not my foretay. Especially in this lifestyle that I live nobody want somebody with too much or too little. Everyone has a preference so dont feed me the whole come as you are... they have to love you for you bullshit. Dont beat me in the head. I ran around the track the day before yesterday an it felt so good. I havent ran like that since high school.

People its tax season an im ready to collect. lol UNCLE SAM owes me lol. Social Security, Fica...etc I want it all. Im not going to spend it though im going to let it sit in the bank an chill. I been maintaining with my regular income so why splurge now, yo u feel me. I suggest you y'all do the same. The goverment is expecting you to give it all back. Dont be no fool lol.

Tonight my agenda is to pick up my cuzn from work and take my her to the dam mall,go see my friend (you know who you are), then leave there go see my other 2 best friends... were going out to eat (APPLEBEES).(wish me luck lmao). Then back to that place I call home. I wont be getting to sleep until 12am. Then yippeeee do it all over again. I'm Exhausted

I couldn't help but blog before the month was out. Im trying to post more then twice a month.



Until next time..............

I Got A Raise.....Should I Apologize....Friend....??

I'm so happy today. I just wanted to share my good news.
Yesterday I was called into a meeting with my Supervisor & My Director were they
discussed how much of a good job I am doing etc... Then the moment I been waiting for since the beginning of the New Year lol. I learn my new salary an my new goals set for me to accomplish during the course of this business year. Yayyy for me.

I am currently trying to raise the bar for myself. Every year brings new things and I'm going milk it for what its worth lol.

I have been having this issue with someone for about 2 months now. I think its time that I apologize for neglecting him for so long an tell him the real reason why I have become so distant. When he needed me the most i turned my back on him, only becasue he gave me his own ass to kiss. Now I'm wondering should I have did that an prolonged the situation. Now all I can do Is say sorry and hope the apology sounds sincere. I know he's hurting inside and needs to talk to me but i dismiss him as always because of reason im not stating for the whole world to read. Im an adult and im going to act like one and call him later on so we can go out to eat an talk over dinner etc....

Okay I have this friend (i think is my friend) I dont know whats his deal with me. One minute I think we cool then one day he throws me hella shade. Im confused am I ya peoples or am I just a name you know. I think this dude is a kewl kat an I wish he would open up to me more and talk to me more but hey I guess for the time being ill just take what I can get. I tried reaching out but no one was there to receive on the other end so hey whats a guy to do. I can't make everybody like me.

Until Next Time.............

I have alot on my mind this morning LOL

"Im Getting Sick.....I Feel Sick.....Im Just Sick......"

Im at work as usual I have a lot on my desk but hey what the hell I feel like blogging.

Im getting sick due to my nasty immigrant of a coworker. She is becoming a pain in the ass. Call me a racist dammit, but if you had to put up with the shit I deal with 5 days a week you would be fed up aswell. Okay she walks around coughing all day in everybodys face. Just yesterday as i was coming around the corner into the office , the bitch had the nerve to be walking an coughing, and mind you not covering her mouth. Mind you she has been sick for dam near 3months. I think chung lee got the bird flu or something cuz... this shit dont make no since. We had our weekly tuesday morning meeting today and i held the door for the females exiting the meetin, when it was her turn to pass through the door i wanted to slam it shut on that flat ass of hers. Im so over and she didnt even say thank you. I dont know what type of mannerism they teach in china but they need to get with the program.

I feel sick.... okay my dumb ass wanted applebees at 10:30 last nite. so I called my best friend "S" and he drove okay back story lol. Before we gort there he had to stop and gert gas lol. He rolled down the window and asked for 5 dollars worth of gas. I was saying to myself got dammit we not gone make it. but it did something for his 4 cylinder. shit not my V8 lol. anyway we get to the restaurant and My fat ass orders 2 chicken quesdilas lmao. By the time i got to the second one I felt a rumble in my stomache but like a true black person I tired to knock them down aswell. which i did anyway lol despite my stomache already in knots and we all know what applebees does to our stomache people lol. Need less to say as i got to my front door I was fumbling to get my keys out and head to the bathroom ,2 seconds longer I would have been the shitty best friend lol...If you missed that post reference "SHITS FUCKED UP".

Im just sick.... of being lonely. Im jealous of my friends relationships, Why am i so picky when it comes to love. Just about 90% of my exs are involved in happy realtionships. Im startn to think im the cause. I just cant seem to find anyone to hold my attention. Im trying to turn over a new leaf. I had to make some changes to my social circle. I love my Shawn,Fuzzy,Jay,Omar,Greg,Reggie,Charles,Stevenetc... If I didnt mention you I already got in contact with you. Nobody can replace them, they are very special to me....! I swear i felt so alone last saturday. I went out to eat by myself and I will never do it again lol. Nobody had time for me. This is why I need a steady shawty. I just dont get it. I make good money...I drive... pay majority of my own bills (live with parents)... I'm a good dude...I dont think im ugly, never been told that. I just wish things fall into place asap. Cuz I dont know how much longer I can take this shit lol. Back to work I go... Thanks for the feedback on my last post. I really appreciated it y'all.

Until Next Time.........

"THURSDAY BLUES (Reason Unknown)"

I'm feeling a lil down today. Reason unknown. Don't really feel like talkn to anyone by text, email, or by phone. I just need to be alone. When will I come out of hybernation I dont even know. Peace please come among me. I feel so helpless. My soul is turning black. My heart has hardened. My body is changing i feel like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon. Im happy now, sad later. Its getting dark. Im not scared. Hopefully tommorrow ill see the light. I live in a world of freedom but why am I so ashamed. I have nice things, I have someone who really love me. Why am I crying..... Why am I crying..... I ask myself, hold back that feeling. Just let go. Im happy again, now im sad. Fuck it now im mad.

I'm feeling a lil down today. Reason Unknown.