Monday, December 17, 2007

"My Big Brother"

My Big Brother

When ever I needed advice.
You gave it to me straight.
You never bit your tougne
What ever you thought i needed to hear at that moment
You made sure I hearded it an listened.
Your sarcasism is so geniune.
I miss my drinking buddy.
I miss those early morning texts from you
"Whats up playboi" , "Have a good day X".
I'd talk to you on your way home from work while you sitting in traffic.
I got you on my mind playboi.
You are in my prayers.
I came to see you yesterday,
I couldnt stay long,
I couldnt bare the pain.
Seeing you like that hurt my heart,
I shoulda known something was wrong from the start.
You were away from us far to long
I wish it was something I could do
I cant stand the thought of losing you too
I know everything is going to be fine
You are a beam of light
You still have so much more time to shine
I haven't known you for very long,
but in a years time I got close to you
The big brother I never had
Just wanted to let you know
I watched the game last nite.
Cowboys lost but they put up a fight.
I thought about you the whole game
It just didnt feel the same
I looked at my phone wanting to text you
But what was the point no reply to look forward too.
I miss you. Can't wait to see you soon.

"Everyone please take a moment to send out your prayers to our friend Jay."

GO COWBOYS!!!!!!!!

6 comments:

bLaQ~n~MiLD said...

I watched the pre-show with him tonight X. He's gonna be ok yo. God has his hands around him!

fuzzy said...

YaY!!! God is Still in the miracle working business! I continue to pray for him and his speedy and complete recovery!

Eb the Celeb said...

I've blamed the cowboys loss on Jessica Simpson.. it was all her fault

Eb the Celeb said...

I've blamed the cowboys loss on Jessica Simpson.. it was all her fault

Chet said...

God is in the blessing business know this and trust him. I have included Jay in my prayers. Peace be with you.

Omar Ramon said...

that almost made me cry. i miss him too. he'll be fine ttho, i'm sure of it.