I'm feeling a lil down today. Reason unknown. Don't really feel like talkn to anyone by text, email, or by phone. I just need to be alone. When will I come out of hybernation I dont even know. Peace please come among me. I feel so helpless. My soul is turning black. My heart has hardened. My body is changing i feel like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon. Im happy now, sad later. Its getting dark. Im not scared. Hopefully tommorrow ill see the light. I live in a world of freedom but why am I so ashamed. I have nice things, I have someone who really love me. Why am I crying..... Why am I crying..... I ask myself, hold back that feeling. Just let go. Im happy again, now im sad. Fuck it now im mad.
I'm feeling a lil down today. Reason Unknown.
.jpg)
8 comments:
X. You know where to find me.
HUG! Much love from me to you and your situation(s)! I am always here when you want/need to talk. swing by my place anytime, I don't care. (call to wake me up first!) lol you know I stay sleep!
answer my texts dammitt i'm in the hosp
Even though that place is dark stay there. Get the revelation that is suppose to be had, so you don't have to revisit this place again.
Hold on my friend, a change is on the way.
We all have some of those days X. And that too will pass!
I would strongly suggest that you wipe those tears and move on, yes you may be sad and can not identify why, but shake it off things are not as bad as you may think, it appears that you have a void that needs to be filled, yes you are feeling blue because there is no one to truly talk to and really open up, what you need is a good partner/lover. You need to feel the love of someone other than family or friends, you need a man. Every now and then it is okay to feel sorry for one's self, it feels good just momentarily. Okay you've cried now fry those eyes and Cheer up!
Aw! I hope everythin is cool now. I feel like dat sometimes.
Post a Comment