I'm just gone ramble on today, I have a lot to say so I just can't focus on one aspect in this post so please forgive me lol.
I chilled with my friend last nite. Every week I come over to watch one of the shows we both have in common and we take turns buying each other dinner but this week was different he made sum chicken alfredo and a side of chicken nuggets accompanied by some fruit punch. I was quite impressed lol. Hopefully next time I can show him how I throw down in the kitchen. Fuzzy you not the only that can cook lol, (sorry for putting you on the spot lol)
I just found out my uncle who is a fuckn hipocrit is having twin boys by his jumpoff. I asked my mom is he still married. Come to find out his wife knows and is okay with it since she cant give him kids. I still say thats no fuckn excuse to let your husband go out and get a dam girl pregnant. They are two very church going people. I know y'all church folks heard of a DUTIFUL WIFE but dam she just plain fuckn stupid. I just don't understand people these days and they fucked up marriages lol. This shit should be interesting. Oh did I mention he's a church CRACKHEAD. How he snort cocaine and still go to church on sunday and got the nerve to be called a prophet lol. A hot ass fuckn mess I tell you. Thats my unlce for you lol
On a straight note. Okay I finally got a chance to see my mom on sunday after her being hospitalized all last month, she called me I pick her up from NYC, brought her back to jersey to see my sister and nephew. We took pictures laughed recapped recent events etc.etc, but in the process of this. My sister is staying with one of her female friends which so happens to take a liking to me while I'm visiting. Leave it to my mom on our way to Shoprite to shout out. "So and So", Don't you want a good man , with a good job and has a car." At first I was confused but I quickly caught on and peeped what she was doing. Then she just gets real bold and says to me in front of her, my sister and the baby, "She like you and I think yall should exchange phone numbers." I bust out laughing like y'all not right lol. Mind you the whole time they were plotting on me the whole time, they even made her sit in my front seat lol. Needless to say before the nite was over we exchanged phone numbers, but the catch is I have yet to call her and this all happened on Sunday. I just don't wanna get close to one of my sisters friends, granted I've been known to be a double dipper lol. I know I like male & females so I could never give both partys all my attention, I tried in the past and it never works out the way I plan. I always end up hurting both. I'll call her tonight and take It from here. I really have a bad feeling about the whole thing but ole girl is just to dam sexy for me to turn down and I wanna smash lol. No strings attach , but I don't think she the type of girl to go for that. Plus Im trying get to know this special someone and me trying fuck ole girl and holla at him , dude aint trying to share lol so I don't know what to do. I been wanting to settle down with a girl for the past year , but now that I'm trying get to know dude I don't know if I want it that bad anymore. Who knows, I'll keep y'all posted.
Moving on....I have come to realize that I'm a potential alcohilic. I drink everyday...everyday lol sometimes to the point I drink just to fall asleep, I've been drinking since I was 12years old so drinking is nothing new to me. I do things when Im under the influence luckily when I'm with the crew and Its just them, they get to see my wild antics all the time lol. I have a high sex drive and I'm always horny and ready to freak so when I drink it realy doesn't help the situation. I wake up sometimes an don't even realized what the hell I did the nite before , sometimes I do but 99% I don't. Sad yeah I know lol. My friends are always nagging me about my drinking habits, but I say I'm not an alcoholic. I have potential but I only drink when I get home or go out to a party, Nooooo you won't catch me carrying around a lil cantene with E&J in it or watever. I only do it on my own time. I'll try to cut back since I have so many people that wanna see me live till im old and grey. I say you gotta die one day so live life to the fullest and If I wanna drink like Bobby Brown said "Its my Perrrogative" lol. Thanks for reading my lil entry.
(PS shawn ima buy you some boot cleaner. Cuz this text is a hot ass mess) LOL LMMFAO
Until next time................
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