Can I trust you?
Can you keep things to yourself?
No matter what it is?
Would you ever betray my trust?
I'm faced with these issues and its hard for me to process them at times.
Why am I an outlet for people? Everybody just feels the need to tell me their business
Whether good or bad. I don't think I can handle the shit that comes my way.
I view people differently then others. I know deep dark secrets, I know what lies beaneth.
I wish I didnt know what I know. I wish I was in the dark like everybody else.
My heart and soul can't take it anymore. I feel like sometimes Im going to blow.
I don't want to be apart of the problem. I wanna be a part of the solution.
I'm not doing any good by harboring these secrets. Its eating me up inside.
At nite I cry. Asking GOD why? Sometimes you shouldnt go searching. I guess Its better to not know
Over time I'll get over it ,but it still remains that I know, to much and Im ashamed.
I value trust but I also value honesty.
Can I trust you?
Can you keep things to yourself?
No matter what it is?
Would you ever betray my trust?
These things that run through threw my mind. I wish I could go back and time.
I wish I could erase things from my mind. I wish I could just wave that magic wand.
I know what I know and I have to accept it. I was vowed to secretecy.
The saying goes whats done in the dark will come to the light. Im not ready to come out of hiding.
I like being in the dark were the light is dim. Im like a fuse ready to go out. Sometimes I feel used. I think I should start charging for my services. Shit I feel my time is worth it.
When theres nobody to turn too im always your go to. I try to keep a straight face.
I do my damnest to give advice. I try my hardest to not put up a fight. I said at nite I cry.
Asking GOD why? Sometimes you shouldn't go searching. I guess its better to not know. Overtime I'll get over it, but it still remains that I know, to much and im ashamed. I value trust but I also value honesty.
Can I trust you?
Can you keep things to yourself?
No matter what it is?
Would you ever betray my trust?
Can you keep a secret?
Until till next time..............
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13 comments:
I know it must be tough being the one that everybody turns to. Its definitely a blessin & a curse to have people turn to u for advice...trust me I know lol
But to be told secrets shows that people really trust u but keepin it all bottled up clearly takes a toll after awhile. Only u know truly which is the best action to take when dealin wit these situations...Try and keep ur head up...if u ever need to vent u know the couch is open....the dr is in lol
I think everybody keeps somebody else's secrets, to some degrees...
Heavy is is the head that wears the crown, my friend.
On very person things I keep those to myself. I have a tendency to just let the person talk and not judge them. typically, this eliminates any bad feelings I have.
Um, you getting deep on us?
I ain't tellin' shit, so you're safe here...LOL
...but seriously, I am sometimes amazed at what I'm told as well...then I realize it's a testament to who I am and really...it's not my shit to tell in the first place, so there.
...file under, "Somebody Else's Bulllshit" tab.
I am known as the secret keeper in my circle of friends, sometimes I think my head will explode.
Secrets... I am a fan of them but they do have a habit of revealing themselves in time. I can keep a secret, but I think sometimes people know to much and don't know how to hold the knowledge they have come into contact with!
what do you do when you have stumbled upon a secret that was being kept from you? Do you keep going on as if you never knew or do you address it? Is there a such thing as a good secret?
Sucks to be you X....i couldn't imagine...i hold all mines in and i'm ready to explode i couldn't imagine being the keeper of all.
i feel you....i wish i didn't know half the things about my friends...and my parents...other siblings....and just random people.
blog about it sweetie....we won't tell!
I TOTALLY get where you are coming from, secrets are a bitch sometimes
We all keep secrets from one another. We as human beings feel that we can't carry everything that goes on with us, but that doesn't mean we will tell the world. We look for that particular person who we feel we can confide in.
Here's my suggestion: Next time someone tells you a secret, tell it to someone who will blab it. Then when it gets back to them, they'll know they can't tell you nothing else and you've eliminated that person from asking you to keep they dirty laundry hidden. LOL
I'm only kidding. That would be bound to ruin your friendship.
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