"This Past Weekend"

This past weekend I experienced a life lesson. You all know from previous posts that I was trying to get a new car, I saved up money and even borrowed money for a down payment/insurance. This is how determined I was to have a new car parked outside my house. After all the hoping and praying. Did I mention wishing. I was delivered disappointment everytime. I started to feel discouraged and I just felt like I was at an all time low. I got a wake up call this weekend. While at the dealership, I discovered what was hindering me from getting this new car. Atlast I know why? Me being the typical person who gets a credit card at 18yrs old and maxes out there limit and defaulting on payments and talking out loans for lesiures and late payments. I mean dam I was 18 with 2 credit cards and a retail job. I swore I thought I was balling out of control. I have realized my mistakes and I'm in the process of correcting my mistakes. The fucked up part is the amout of debt is soooo fuckn minimal and I could of paid it off like ummmm lets say now LMAO. I only owe $1,069.00. I was so upset lol. I'm like you mean to tell me this punk ass total is whats stopn me from getting what I want. Ughhhh what a fuckn turn off lol. I left the dealership not feeling sad or depressed , but I left with a piece of mind and a smile on my face. I now know what I have to do and to make that dream of me having my own house by the time I turn 27. This is a life learned lesson.

I went to 2 house partys on Sarturday. Meet some interesting people. I had to leave a lil early due to my brother getting locked up. I had to cut my fun and go sign him out. Thank God he is only 17,beacuse if he was 18 it would have been a different ball park. He didnt do anything tho. He was at a house party, when it ended a shoot out broke out and him and his boys ran to the car and a dude hoped in that they didnt know and the cops got a tip that a car matching there description left the scene. When the car got pulled over the unkown passenger got out and ran only later to find out the reason he ran was because he had a hand gun on him. So basically my lil bro was in the wrong place at the wrong time, as usual.

Update: I just had a monday morning meeting and guess what? My director just gave her 2 weeks notice. Now that raises alot of questions on my end? I'm a lil on edge I'll keep you guys posted. My company is in the process of realigning our business units. I'm still in shock.

Moving on let me tell you how one of my boys calls me at 2am this morning to come give him a jump , because his car wouldnt start. so after I sat in my car for 10mins waiting for it to warm up in 40degree weather. I get there and this bitch car decides to start up. I was so annoyed. LOL

I went to the Janet Jackson concert on Friday. I love me sum janet. She still got it and the concert was awesome. I reccommend it. For highlights see my boy G's blog on the sidebar under MY SMUTS (Thoughts and Confessions of a Jersey Brotha).

I just wanna say thank you all for the comments on my "Feeln Sexy" post and I appreciate it.

This weekend is Omars bday party at shawns and I know its go be off the hook. especially when theres "Get Right Juice" available.

The crew is going to see the Noahs Arc movie in NYC and I'm trying see SAW V on Friday.

I hope this work week doesn't bring anymore suprises. I just cant take to more right about now lol.

Oh before I forget if any bloggers would like to attend a Ski Trip that is beling held in Febuary check out this link www.winterexplosion.com. See you there. Fantasia is headlining the event. If yo need more info hit up my email.

Until next time...........