"Take A Moment To Say....."

I think Im going to take a break from my so called best friend. He is very unmotivated, lazy, etc.... He needs to wake up and realize . You can't live comfortably collecting unemployment, You can't expect to borrow money when you don't have income coming in. I have learned to say NO lately and it bothers certain people, because the bank has closed. I don't care if its a dam dollar to get a dutch, I'm not frontin shit, point blank.

I'm taking a break from the little gay boys (I cant help it I like to fuck the lil skinny dudes with the bangn bodys they just too cute) ,but the younger they get the move clingy they are. I just dont see how you can be head over heels about someone, when you have only have known them for 2 weeks belive me I have had my share of youngns and I'm done with that shit. NO MORE BOOKBAG BOYS for me (Book Bag Boys is what me and my boy call the barely legal minors that are still in school, with the fat asses. All the phone calls and text messages are such a fuckn turn off and make me wanna change my dam number. No more virgins for me. I think I'll just stick to beating off everyday.

I'm still upset over the lost of my dog on sunday. I woke up at 430 AM took my dad to the airport. Came home went to sleep at 5. Woke up at around 11am to cut the grass. I knew my dog had probaly gotten into th garage as always. So I lifted up the garage an he shot out into the backyard. I asked him how the hell you keep getting inside the garage. (Sidenote: the dog house/kennel is connected to the garage.) He some how has an opening to get in and out ,still to be determined. I went into the house to get the key to put him back in the kennel. I was gone for maybe all of 2 minutes and I come back outside calling him..Rocky,Rocky,Rocky...He didnt come running , Im like all shit this nigga done got out the backyard again , but how. so my brother comes running outside like you know he got out 2 weeks ago, me an dad dont know how though, So we go looking for him. I walked down the block and saw a crowd of people on the corner. As Im walking up I asked someone did you see a black, grey and white Psyberian Huskie, He was like yeah It just got hit by a car. I ran across the street cursing like crazy, only to find my dog had been hit and was holding on to dear life as I saw him take his last breath ,it hurt my heart. I loved my dog he was only 3 yrs old in human years. The driver kept on going the people said. I cried, My mom was hysterical, We knew oneday he was going to get hit cuz he was a dam escape artist.

I guess my dog saved my life, Me, Shawn, Fuzzy, Omar, etc were suppose to go to Sandy Hook last sunday but it rained, we were running late still trying to get to the beach, hoping it wasn't raining down there when we got there, Due to me being in a bad state of mind I opted to not go and just chill in the house. The rest deceided to go to the movies and we got together at dave & dantes, only to find out a man from a neighboring town had been stuck by lightenig on the very beach we were suppose to got to. I guess things happen in mysterious ways. So thats why I say my dog saved my life. Even though I took a lost with my dog, God is not done with me yet.

As of late I haven't felt like blogging. My interest has kinda went out the window. Hopefully next week I'll feel different. I just had to take a moment to say....

Until Next Time......

X

"I feeeel Soooo Slow and Other Things"

Okay I'm so pissed right now. I mean I think my brain is on fuckn crack. Why did it take me so dam long to figure out this dam forward. I tried to replay it over an over in my head and I thought I had the correct answer. Okay heres the back story.

My boy texted me a forward and It says

Marys father has 5 daughters :
1. Nana
2. Nene
3. Nini
4. Nono

Whats the 5th daughters name? Text back to me what u think her name is....

SO my dumb ass thought about it and was like oh this is easy. The pattern is A,E,I,O,U so the 5th daughter name should be "Nunu". Only to get a text back saying "Nope...read it again...Lol", I reply back...."Look its too early for this. Wat is it lol." Hes says, "Your soooooo slow...lol... read it 1 more time b4 u give up."

So I read this shit 4 more dam times tryna think what the fuck this bitch name could be. Then finally I reread the dam thing slowly, Like I was on Hooked-on-phonics or some shit. M-a-r-y-s f-a-t-h-e-r h-a-s.......... "I was like OOOOHHHH MARY, OH SHIT I FEEL STUPID LMAO.

Then the bitch texts me another forward.

I just heard on the radio that some idiot is runnin down the street with shit stain underwear, Where the hell are you going???? To which I responded, FUCK YOU LOL

Who has the fuckn time to write these dam phone forwards. My moms sends me all the crazy shit. Like Popeye busting a nut and it jumps into Olive Oils pussy.. I was like Oh Shit ...What the fuck is going on in the world.

Moving on, Its friday and Im going to start putting up a Throwback song on my page to get me ready for the weekend or whatever come to mind. This week I chose Koffee Browns "After Party". This was my shit when it came out.

Sooooo yea...my sister is so fuckn ghetto. I checked her ass on it last weekend. Every female friend I bring around she be giving crazy looks too. I'm saying to myself, how the hell you only been out here (Suburbia) for 4 days and you already making enemies, thats not a good look. I hope she gets that shit together, cause ima snap on her ass If she dont come to her fuckn senses. She better keep that ghetto ass mentality in the dam projects.

My cousin is up from VA and we all are going to the beach this Saturday, all the cousins gone be rolling deep. I got my drink and my two step and my towel and my chair an Its on an poppn lol.

As always enjoy y'all weekend and do the dam thang.

X

"Friday"

Sup People its Friday....TGIF. I hope everybody had a good week. Mines was very intersesting. I'm getting ready to leave work at 12pm..Head to the barbershop and get my shit lookn sharp. Then off to my aunts graduation. Thenn the mall. We going to Marlos for the afterparty. So needless to say I have a long/nite weekend ahead of me.

My sis finally moved in my house for good yesterday. Say bye-bye to peace in quiet and privacy. My nephew is a handfull and i'm about tired of his lil ass whining and pickn his lil ass up lol. The toliet backed up in the basement due to a cracked line deep underground leading into the sewer. I had the pleasure of picking up the shit on tuesday nite/wednesday morning yay for me. lol. I was gone post the picks but didnt want to gross y'all asses out.

I put up a track on the right side of my page from the up an coming album from my man Craig Davids new CD its called "Smoothed Out". I can't stop listening to it. Its in my car on heavy rotation. Let me know what y'all think. As always GOD BLESS and BE SAFE!!!!!

Happy Friday People

"Happy 4th of July"

Whats good people. I wanna thank everyone for there input (possitive or negative) and advice regarding my previous post. I'm still working on my issues....it is what it is. I'm tired...stayed at shawns till 1 am last night and I had to be at my desk by 7am...while these bitches are still in the dam bed sleeping im slaving over a dam desk all day and I have to go to Planet Hollywood tonight in NYC for a female friends birthday dinner, she is like an older sister to me. Gotta dress grown and sexy tonight. Nothing really to say today but I will leave y'all with this. Have a blessed weekend and be safe. Don't drink to much, eat food and be happy LOL.

Happy Birthday Moni.....

X

Until Next time...................

Can You Please Tell Me WHY??!?!!!!

Why get married to the same sex? Why dress up in womans clothing? Why show public displays of affection? Why get mad when someone calls you out your name? Why Why Why?

I know some of you might be saying what does it matter to you, or to each is own, and so and so on. I ask WHY? Things have been this way for years. Now people all of a sudden..."It's our right" this that and the third. We all know the world is not ready for whats about to happen and then its going to be even more drama as the years go by.



I'm so tired of turning on the TV and hearing about fuckn California passed the law for same sex marriages....Who the fuck cares. Of course y'all know I'm against it...especially for those that want to get married in the church. Why?? WRONG.
It just puzzles the fuck outta me when I hear this. I be sitting there lookn at the TV, like look at these HOMOs. I mainly see the white people doing it..You dont see a brotha on TV walking out no fuckn city hall. Call me racist wateva I could care less. If I'm wit someone for years, I still wouldnt put no dam ring on another mans finger. It just dosent seem rite. I had a convo with my boy a couple of months ago. whom which is totally for getting married to a dude. I told him that its not normal an to which he responsed asking me what do you consier normal. I said not 2 men geting married. I told him a man is suppose to get married to a woman. I told him that he was suppose to be thinkn about marrying a woman not a man, and that he was to dam masculine for that. Overall he didnt like my views on the issue an was upset at me but we kewl now.

Can somebody please tell me...please...please tell me what makes a man want to put on womens clothes. Like what the hell do you get out of it. Everybody knows I dont like drags queens. I just can't be around it. It makes me uncomfortable. I mean to look at these ugly ass men. Face be black as shit and got the fuckn nerve to put on makeup. I mean come on seriously. Reallly?? How can you possibly think that by doing that is going to help yo manly looking ass in a dress/tight clothes/halter-top etc.... I mean they go to extreme measures to get titties and ass, fake pussy, start taking hormones to pump more estrogen into the tank thats all ready full of sugar LMAO. I was on BGC last week and this drag queen hit me up talking bout "whats good daddy"??/WTF?!! I'm like ewl lol. BLOCK IMEDIATELY LOL. No were on my profile did it say I'm looking for what ever IT was. They just luv hitting me up. If y'all feel im being mean then stop reading. Simple. What makes a man put on his first pair of heels...and parade around in them just puzzles the fuck outta me.

Ummmmm okay....I really don't know why gay males have to advertise that there gay when in public. Say a date for instance. Why must you stare into this dudes eyes...start holding hands over the table. Looking real deep in thought and shit. Ughhhh it drives me crazy. I recently heard someone saying but its there rite. Straight people do it too. Like I said I just can't get down with the whole kissing in public thing. If I'm wit shorty we do our thing behind closed doors. I mean not even in new york would you catch me walking in Times Square holding another dude hand even if I am in another state. I spoke on this issue with a friend of mines last week and it was nothing he could tell me that would make me see things his way. I just don't think its normal for two dudes to be out in public parading there gayness.I get mad when I see friends/associates do that around me. I usally make a comment to address the issue. Its not a good look. Why go out in the general public have them label you. Then You get mad when someone calls you out ya name then you wanna fight, but all this could have been avoided. Homosexualilty has been closeted for years now people are trying to bring it to the forefront and the world just doesnt seem ready. I happen to like the DL lifestyle and Im tired of all the dudes that are OUT trying to bring us outta hiding. Talking bout eventually your going to get tired of hiding it and you not going to care, I say BULLSHIT. I'm gone keep doing what I do. I don't see the need for my parents etc to know what I do in my personal life. I dont need them to okay what the fuck I do. May other people do. I'm just saying, basically trying to force society to except it. If everybodys philosophy was let him or her be with whoever they want then, how would we keep the circle of life going (babys), if everybody was fucking the same sex. Fuck the whole freezing sperm bullshit, How bout do it the old fashion way ughhh....im getting upset rite now lol .

I hope I didn't offend anyone. These are just random thoughts that have passed through my head over the past Minutes,Hours,Days,Months,Years. Maybe It was the way I was raised. Tough love should be instilled in all kids so that they dont grow up to be so fuckn soft. I hate when I see masculine "Looking" men being so gay. I know everybody has there moments but dam must you be so extra with it. A man is suppose to act like a man. I know some dudes that dont even know how to cut grass. Im like wat the fuck. The things i do around the house that are 2nd nature to me, other people think its a difficult task to complete. I mean dont get me wrong. Feminie dudes are cute to fuck lol. I tried talking to one on the strength of my friend telln me to see what up but NAHhhhhhh to much to worry about and I just couldnt deal. Sex was good though. This post stemed from Fuzzys post last week regarding the dude second guessing the DL dude. I didnt understand what was to think about. Like I said to each is own.

Until Next time.................

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I'm working on this right now. Check back later . I'm trying to get my thoughts together on this. I hope I don't offend anyone when I express my views on certain issues. In the mean time see this email below my fellow readers and please let your voice be heard. We are tomorrows leaders.

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Dear Friends,

Right now, Fox News is trying to paint Barack Obama as foreign, un-American, suspicious, and scary. They're trying to send Americans the message that our country's first viable Black candidate for President is not "one of us."

I've joined on to ColorOfChange.org's campaign to push back on Fox, publicly demanding they stop their race-baiting and fear mongering. If that doesn't work, then we'll go to their advertisers and the FCC. I wanted to invite you to sign on as well. It takes only a moment:

http://www.colorofchange.org/foxobama/?id=2162-426430

Here's what happened recently:

After Senator Obama won the nomination, he and his wife gave each other a "pound" in front of the cameras. Fox anchor E.D. Hill called the act of celebration a "terrorist fist jab." Then last week, a Fox News on-screen graphic referred to Michelle Obama as "Obama's baby mama"--slang used to describe the unmarried mother of a man's child. It was a clear attempt to associate the Obamas with negative cultural stereotypes about Black people, an insult not only to Michelle Obama but to women and Black people everywhere.

After each of the incidents mentioned, Fox issued some form of weak apology. But what does it mean when you slap someone in the face, apologize the next day, then slap them again on the third? It means the apology is meaningless.

These aren't one-time incidents--they're part of a pattern that continues no matter how often Fox is forced to apologize. Fox has a clear record of attacking and undermining Black institutions, Black leaders, and Black people in general.

If we don't push back now, we will see more of the same from now until November. Please join me in helping to bring an end to Fox's behavior.

http://www.colorofchange.org/foxobama/?id=2162-426430

Thanks.

Its.. What....I... Am....

Its thursday
Its early as hell in the morning
Its Not that hot outside right now
Its almost Friday (WHOO HOO)
Its almost 8:30 in the dam morning and im posting this shit
Its going to be another hot ass day.
Its cold as FUCK in my office.

What am I going to do this weekend
What am I doing for my Father on sunday
What should I eat for lunch
What the fuck are you going through in this post.(I know some of you are asking) LOL
What time will I leave work today
What do I think about the Obama and Hilary ticket

I think I should be single a lil bit longer
I think I should start a video blog of me doing my sexual antics
I think its what the people want
I dont consider myself gay.
I just like guys
I know know y'all like nigga you Gay lol
I love ass
I love ass and pussy and a side of dick on my tougne lol
I know some of y'all faces turn upside down reading that (puzzled are we lol)

Am I wrong for being a Hiporcrite
Am I wrong for conversing with a minor that just turned 17 in february (Ass so PHAT)
Am I wrong for wanting to fuck this minor, who by the way is a virgin
Am I not doing the same thing I was against my best friend doing
Am I wrong for sending picture mail of dick to an old friend who has a boyfriend
Am I wrong for getting my dick sucked after work (I think ima pass on it)
Am I really writing this shit on BLOGGER
Am I really a hoe or have hoe tendencies


These are just some of the many thoughts going on in my head right now. Feel free to comment or not. I know a lot of you read my blog but don't comment lol


Until next time..................