Okay y'all know I play both sides of the fence and today Im going on a date with this girl that I been knowing for a while now. I don't really find her that attractive but hey what the hell. Hopefully we will just be civilized people and just go to the movies and go out to eat and I can drop her ass off back home and go about my business. I really dont wanna wind up messing around with her. Cause y'all know I love to eat pussy. I swear it clears up my acne everytime I get a pimple. Anyway we gone go to an early showing to see the new Indiana Jones Movie.
So lately I've been driving my moms Mercedes and I seem to not want to drive my car more and more. maybe because my car is a 1997. Its in okay condition, clean, etc, etc but I want a new one but I don't want the car payments. I know y'all feeln me on this one lol. I'm tryna save money but you gotta aspend a lil to have nice things. I don't know If I can commit to paying a damn car note for like 4 years. Thats like being married to my dam car. I love the way my moms car drives, nice and smooth, sleek black leather interior, dam Im having an orgasism thinkn about it lol.
I felt some kinda way on tuesday, I was home in my bed bored, watchn Hells Kitchen by myself. I didnt like the feeling it was awkward. I recently made a deciscion that I'm wishing I never made. At least I was guaranteed 1 day out of the week now all I have is a memory. Dont know how long I can bare this bullshit , but I made my bed and now I have to lay in it. Dam .... I wanna say shit just cant get no worse, but I'd be lying.
Can y'all tell Im just rambling on an on right now lol.
I think im coming to ATL next month just to get outta Jersey for a week probaly visit my fellow blogger That Dude Right There while im in his neck of the woods. I have a lot of vacation time...shit I could take off for a month if I chose to but wateva. I need the perfect vacation me and my shorty taking a flight of our choice to were ever we want to go. We both live busy lives and need the mental rehabilitation. Stay at a resort all enclusive. I mean just live life to the fullest. But thats all a dream. I'm really starting to hate the single life. I mean I got niggas and chicks tryna hollern but there not what I want most want a relationship but they just are fuckn ugly. ( I know im not the cutest thing in the world but shit can I get sumbody that dont look like fuckn "Uncle festor from Addams family" or fuckn "Fran" from HBO's "The Corner"). I have my eye on one special dude but if that doesnt give way . I'll just settle for ol'gurl. But I know in my heart I wouldnt fully be into her. Only because my other half seems to overpower me and I end up cheating on her with a dude. Thats why my fellow bloggers i need to "Have My Cake And Eat It Too"
I went to reggies party last week and had mad fun. Thanks for the invite
Happy Belated Birthday to Reggie & Mike.
Dam I wish I was going to MIAMI this weekend but I made previous plans and its too late to book a dam flight...hotel...etc.
Until Next Time.............
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17 comments:
hmmm interesting
Hell you can always go back on ur decision if u think it wasnt a good one! LOL.
Car notes are hell! Can't wait until I'm finished
So what do you like better eating pussy or sucking dick?... assuming you suck dick. I figure if you eat pussy then you suck dick, but I unfortunately most tops don't. However I have found, that guys who love eating pussy, and are suposedly really good, are excellent at giving dome!
Are you uncomfortable being alone. I personally can be alone, without feeling loney, but sometimes, it sounds like you are kinda lonely.
I say, if there isn't anything wrong with your car, than forget getting a new one, but if you keep putting money into it for various reasons, you might as well get a new one.
X, I learn more and more about you as each day comes and goes. Enjoy the movie bruh!
Ditto to what Darius said. I love your pure, raw honesty.
If you were to get a new vehicle, what kind would it be?
If you don't want to mess with her, why are you going on a date with her?
No..... i would have like 2 fuc around wit her but that wasnt my intentions. i kno how i flirt an wat it usually leads up to. im nasty. im sorry i fuck on the first date.
I have no comment.
That even directed at this post, but at some of these comments. LOL.
All I will say is to remember that she has emotions and feelings too. Just like you have been hurt and can be hurt so can she. Be careful what you do doesn't leave her ailing.
Well good luck on having your cake and eating it too. Just don't eat too much cake that you give yourself a stomach ache!
You plays both sides of the fence, huh? You know my second daughter plays both sides too. Child, one day she came home and had a haircut better than her brother. I had no idea what was going on. She became harder than Deacon Ellis on viagra. I didn't mind though. She learned how to fix my car brakes. Why pay Car-X when you have a stud for a daughter? I know it ain't right, but we are in a recession and I'm already on a fixed income.
With Love,
Mrs. Mabel
PS: Be careful playing both sides of the fence. Eventually one will grab hold to you, then what will you do with the other?
This post is too too many things. Don't settle of ol' girl...you will end up breaking your heart. And, girls are crazy...some boys are too...no shade!
JB
sounds more like u got to have your ass and eat it too ;-)
Playing for both teams must be interesting; and maybe even rewarding.
You complain about spending time alone, hey enjoy your lone time because there will come a time when someone will occupy all your free time.
Did you enjoy your date and the trip downtown being that when you go south it clears your acne? I hope that she recipicated.
Driving Mommy's Benz must be nice! Hope that you don't become to attached to the Benz. Have fun.
Heading for the ATL that should be nice, it is very festive this time of year. You would have enjoyed Miami however; the men you wish would not bother you would have been all over you.
I can't help, but laugh about the comment you made about men that seek you often favor Uncle Fester, man I laugh because that I could easily fit into the group being that I am bald, tall and not walking away with any awards for looks. LMAO! So the old Uncle Fester rich men love you! Run like hell!
Hope that you do get the opportunity to visit Atlanta in June I am certain you will meet young, professional good looking men and have a great time partying with the brothas. Do you!
I don't understand how you can have your cake and eat it too and I can't!
Maybe instead of getting another suv, you should get a infinity or mercedes! you bookin enough that you can save up a decent penny quickly to put half down and finance the other half!
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